It’s crazy sometimes when you stop and think about your life. If someone would have asked me, “Where do you see yourself in a year?”, this time last year. I would not know the answer to that question and I definitely can say that I wouldn’t even think that it would be where it is today. It’s funny though. The way life works. When you think you are going in one direction, you end up going in the complete opposite.
I’ve written a lot about my relationships and I’ve written a lot about my life. To be quite honest with you, this past month with my new lady love have been better than any relationship that I have ever been in. And it feels like to me that every failed relationship was worth every single minute and every single heartbreak if it meant meeting her at the time that I met her. People tell me all the time that God always had a plan and the right girl will come into your life when it’s right. My parents always told me that you will know when you meet the one cause there won’t be any drama and as soon as you meet the girl. Something inside of you just clicks.
I can honestly say for the first time in my life, I feel like I met the woman of my dreams and the answer to my prayers. Darcy is the most incredible woman that I have ever had the privilege of being with. I realize now, looking back at all of my other relationships that there was something missing and it’s the feeling I get when I am with Darcy. There is no word to describe it other than being on cloud 9 all the time. I am not afraid like I was in previous relationships. This one just feels so natural and right. And because I’ve never felt it before, makes me think that this relationship is going to be something that I’ve never had before. I know people could say, it’s only been around a month. You know when you know. Nicole Reed said, “Sometimes the bad things that happen in our lives put us directly on the path to the best things that will ever happen to us.”.
I feel incredibly lucky to have met her and I am incredibly lucky as well to have her as my girlfriend. She leaves me with a big grin on my face that makes me look like a fool. She’s beautiful inside and outside. And not a day goes by that I don’t have to take a second just to look at her and in my mind I say, “Thank you God.”.
And I can honestly say that when I met her, I had just recently gotten out of a rough on and off again relationship. It was rough cause it was on and off. I ended it, she ended it, got back together, and etc etc. Just was emotionally hurt. And I kind of felt like I was never meant to be in a relationship. And I was not looking for love. Love found me though. And I know this is going to sound cheesy, but I remember seeing a quote similar to this on pinterest. “I guess that’s why they call it falling in love. You don’t force yourself to fall, you just fall.” When someone makes you feel more alive than you have ever felt before, it’s worth taking a chance.
I wish I had a map, cause I always get lost in her eyes. Being with her gives me butterflies in my stomach and quite frankly I don’t know how I don’t fly away. Seeing her smile makes my heart skip a beat. And I know those were all cheesy and corny, but I know that she’s reading this blushing and grinning like crazy. And that makes it all worth it to me. I hope I can always make her blush and smile because she deserves it.
The moral of this is don’t ever give up on love. You may have just gotten out of a relationship. You may feel lost and broken and empty. However, believe me when I say, you’ll meet the person of your dreams and that is the answer to your prayers when you least expect it. I feel like I have to say thank you to April as well. For pressuring Darcy into adding me on Facebook. Cause without that I wouldn’t have met my best friend and my girlfriend. Love to each and everyone of you reading this.